You Know All Those Things You Always Wanted to Do?

Everyone should have a Freaky Friday, and if you don’t agree with me, that’s just too bad. I pride my life on not giving two quacks about the other sheep. Yes, I do know that was quite random and I don’t care. So at this very moment I want to have a Freaky Friday, but just because I don’t care what that other sheep think doesn’t mean I don’t care about the consequence of whatever I do, I’m no sheep. 

I’m having a typical teenage crisis….whether or not to tell him that I do indeed like him. It’s all about the ‘what if’. I told this guy once last year I liked him and he told me he didn’t like anyone, this calls for a -_-.  Imagine I put myself out there only to be burned. It wasn’t so bad last year because he wasn’t in my class and my class had more people then. My whole grade now only has 19 students, and he’s in my class.

I’ve already talked to everyone else about him, and by everyone else I mean maybe 4 people and only little snippets and I didn’t like their opinions or lack of, so I’ll tell you guys. He’s taller than me (a +), nice hair (a +), cute smile (a +), when he says my name just like a little one word sentence… Samora. 😉 (a ++), how he looks at me, he’s shy, he knows what he wants to be when he’s older, helpful, mature, funny. I don’t want to give out his whole identity so I’ll stop there. I think those are some pretty good qualities. 

I’d like to think that I can sense when someone likes me. In class we would be laughing and then would stop and get back to work and he would just look up suddenly and say we’re gonna go out with the most serious face. In History, we have to write our first and last names on our papers and he took mine and crossed out my last name and wrote his. In classes we sit close with him holding my leg on his lap. He hears everything I say. I like taking this ring he has on his finger and wearing it and he’d say if you wear that ring that means we’re married. Another time, he said again we’re going to be together don’t study blah, this guy who also says I’m his wife who is also his best friend. 

Maybe the fact that I sent him a text about something an hour ago and he hasn’t replied is a sign that I shouldn’t tell him I like him. If I did, it would’ve been something on the lines of “I liked you but then when your best friend said you liked blah I stopped.” So as I was writing he answered me back, I have a feeling it was the cellphone company because I was on the message and just scrolling and it came in. WORST SIGN EVER. I don’t know what to do. It would be so awkward if I told him and he said he still doesn’t like anyone because we sit together in every class. 

I have an idea, I’ll message him saying I need help with guy problems and I’ll tell him the problem or like the ‘main idea’ of the problem and see what he says. 

Thank you guys so much for letting me ramble. Feel free to comment your feelings or problems in the comments section. Let’s hope this works out in my favor and hopefully his as well, I’ll keep you posted.

Lots of Love,

~ Samora xx

Mixed Up Feelings

Hello Everyone, I hope you’re all doing well. I’m not doing that great but knowing that there are so many beautiful people out there I just wanted to say hi.

I think all girls have those times where they’re just sad and they need someone to talk to. At this moment I’m listening to Snow Patrol – Chasing Cars. I don’t know how but sad music calms me and I feel at peace. I guess knowing that whoever is singing probably was feeling similar to me at some point.

People like knowing they’re not alone. They want to be the odds ones out but not for everything. We all want to feel loved, right? Well I do.

The guy I like, likes someone else apparently. I don’t know for sure but his friends are telling her, and I’m just thinking, ‘Wow, okay then. I’ll just um…never mind no one is listening.’ I actually thought he liked me, but I don’t think anyone ever knows what going on in anyone else’s head. I don’t even know what going on in my head.

I’m not Forever Alone though guys, haha. I’m just picky and I don’t even like when guys like me sometimes, makes me feel weird.

My thoughts are just all over the place and I do appologize. It’s actually how I always am, very random. I start all my homework at the same time, start and move on, then move on again then go back. I just always have a lot on my mind. Therefor I’m confusing. So a basic conclusion I think of everything I’ve said is, I feel like no one I want to like me likes me, boys, a little touch down on sad songs, and humans in general.

I think maybe instead of studying to be an OB/GYN and Pediatrician all be a psychologist  Who knows? Looking forward to the future.

One day I’ll post all the songs I like to listen to when I’m sad.

~Samora xx

P.S. – If no one has told you today, I think you’re beautiful, lovely, wonderful, amazing, handsome and perfect the way you are. Love you all loads.

Daily Workout

full body stretch (10:00) http://youtu.be/Ia5ZTVQnsBw

inner thighs (4:33) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJyZhOJ2Tag&feature=youtu.be

inner thighs and calves (11:44) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7I-c-yw5ZrQ&feature=relmfu

booty (5:12) http://youtu.be/rwVzamFR-tg

upper body (10:21) http://youtu.be/4bBk2oidYvE

abs (14:03) http://youtu.be/a1DS7G9OjfQ

abs like Miley ahha 😉 (12:55) http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=suna3L98Pyo&NR=1

There’s also other challenges that I like doing from time to time.

I also do Volleyball, Karate and Ballet, so they are also a little workout. 

Blogilates & Why it’s Awesome.

Blogilates is a pilates youtube channel.

Pilates is a system of physical conditioning involving low-impactexercises and stretches.

The instructor is Cassey and she really makes you want to do the exercise with her happy, bubbly and energetic personality. 

Another bonus to the YouTube workouts are they are free and at the most are about 14 minutes long. Cassey has specific workouts for parts of the body, as well as full body and also cardio workouts. But she loves to remind everyone that you can’t lose weight in only one spot it’ll be all over weight loss. 

So I’m starting to really dislike my body.

I feel fat and whiles I’m eating unhealthy stuff I feel so bad about it. So I figure by writing it down, and letting the world get involved I’ll do what I said I would.

Mission: I’m gonna get sexy….by December. Choose your own time period.

Inspirations: Miley Cyrus and her http://mymonthlyprogress.tumblr.com/tagged/self

She went from being a little chubs to having a Miley Cyrus/ VS body and it was by doing Blogilates and clean eating.

I’m going to post another post about Blogilates, because it’s awesome!

Also I’ll make a post about what my workout & eating plan will be.

~ Samora xx

The Rose that Grew from Concrete

So I read this poem in English class last week and I really loved it, so I thought I would share it with you.

The Rose that Grew from Concrete

Did you hear about the rose that grew
from a crack in the concrete? 
Proving nature’s law is wrong it 
learned to walk with out having feet. 
Funny it seems, but by keeping it’s dreams, 
it learned to breathe fresh air. 
Long live the rose that grew from concrete
when no one else ever cared. 

Tupac Shakur

Introducing ME!

Hey Everyone!

I’m Samora and I’m constantly searching online trying to find ways to make my teenage life easier. We all have problems: Boys, Breakouts, Beauty, Hair, Make-Up etc. That’s all I can think of at the moment.

But yeah, follow me I will be posting things constantly. If you want to know anything just post a question and I’ll do all the research and post it as soon as possible 🙂

Happy Sunday,

Samora xx