I’m feeling extra chipper today. Why you ask? Well firstly if the title didn’t clue you in, it’s spring break and any amount of time away from school, no matter how much I love school, is a good time. The second reason is that my birthday is in 6 days, on March 30th I will be another year older. I’ve always loved my birthday and I really hope that as I get older I still love it.
My mom likes to have Birthday Weeks which basically means the Birthday Girl/Boy gets special treatment for the week that their birthday falls on. To start off the week my mom got me this beautiful journal in my favourite colour, teal, and I love it. It’s small and fits in my handbag plus it has this almost magical feel to it as if whatever I write in it will be sacred.
My journal is a negative thought free zone; I only want positive thoughts, dreams, and quotes in it.
My journal has also motivated me to start writing a novel, I’ve always written short stories in class and it’s always been a dream of mine to write a proper book. My goal isn’t that it gets published it’s mainly for me.
So someone saw me blogging and asked what I blog about but she’s so loud that everyone heard. Now everyone in my class is searching my name trying to find my blog. They found my pintrest and are looking for it.
I understand that it’s public and everyone can see the many sites I’m part of but I’d prefer if it’s private for the kids at my school. The kids at my school are negative judge-y little people that have no life.
It’s personal what I blog about, heart on we heart it, pin on pintrest, and tweet on twitter and I’m irritated. I’m not going to need to blog without my name so no one can just find me.
Today wasn’t a busy day yoga wise. I slept really well last night and I think yoga is partly the reason. This morning I once again didn’t have time to do the Morning Yoga, and I probably won’t do it tomorrow morning because it’s already 11 and I really like 8 hours of sleep.
By now you may have noticed that my days aren’t always consecutive and the reason is that I don’t always have time to do yoga and sometimes I’m just too tired. That being said, none of those reasons will stop me from completing the 30 Day Yoga Challenge. If anyone wants to try the 30 Day Yoga Challenge but doesn’t think they’ll always have time, just forget about that because whether or not you do it everyday as long as you don’t give up you’ll be fine.
So I had a really rough night sleep wise and never set my alarm to do yoga so I overslept. This afternoon I did:
What is life? We all seem to have our own definitions of it, this four letter word but do we really know? According to Google, that know it all guide that sometimes doesn’t have the answers, life is living things and their activity.
I don’t know about everyone else but I’m in such a state of confusion that that little definition isn’t giving me what I really want. The problem is that life is a challenge to define even by philosophers and scientists. I don’t think people can define life because it is different for everyone. There can’t be a set definition.
Since I think that, what does life mean to me? Life is waking up in the morning and breathing; seeing, hearing and thinking things; smiling, laughing and crying; being around people who love and hate me; believing in something; doing any and everything; wishing and hoping. Take a moment out of your life and ask yourself, what does life mean to you. I could go on and on about what it means to me and that’s the thing about life. The word life encompasses so many things to so many different and unique people. Life is filled with labels and therefor it can’t be labeled.
Life just is.
In life there will be complications and problems but also moments you wish you could relive and that you cherish. We have to realize that we only have this one life and at times it will feel like you just happened to get that defect life. Remember we can’t sit around waiting for lemons to be thrown at us because chances are that will never happen. In the end we all just need to try our best and never stop restarting.
So you know I didn’t come up with this. I got this off of another tumblr and I do not take credit for it
Bold what’s true about you.
I am under 18. I am a cuddler. I am a morning person. (more like late morning) I am an only child. I am currently in my “pajamas”. I am currently pregnant. I am left handed. l am right handed. I am ambidextrous.(just with writing though I’m workin on it lol) I am a little shy around the opposite sex. I bite my nails. I can be paranoid at times. I enjoy folk music. I enjoy smoothies. I enjoy talking on the phone. I have a car. I have/had a hard time paying attention at school. I have a hidden talent. I have a pet. I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl. I have all my grandparents. I have been to another country. I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor. I have or had broken a bone. I have caller I.D. on my phone. I have bathed someone. I have changed a diaper. I have changed a lot over the past year. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have had major/minor surgery. I have killed another person. I have had my hair cut within the last week. I have mood swings. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I have rejected someone before. I like the taste of blood. (sometimes, it’s weird I know) I love Michael Jackson. I love sleeping. I love to shop. I own 100 CDs or more. I own and use a library card. I read books for pleasure in my spare time. I sleep a lot during the day. I watch soap operas on a regular basis. I work at a job that I enjoy. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I am wearing socks. I am tired. I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt. I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month.
I have/had: Finished college. Smoked cigarettes. Ridden every ride at an amusement park. Collected something really stupid. Gone to a concert. Helped someone. Spun turn tables. Watched four movies in one night. Been broken up with. Taken a college level course. Been in a car accident. Been in a tornado. Watched someone die. Been to a funeral. Burned yourself. (specification: not on purpose) Ran a marathon. Your parents got divorced. Cried yourself to sleep. Spent over $200 in one day. (I needed new clothes) Cheated on someone. Been cheated on. Written a 10 page letter. Had a best friend. Lost someone you loved. Skipped school. – stayed home because I really didn’t want to go Gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do. Stolen books from the library. Been in a mental hospital. Fired a gun. Been in a school play. Been fired from a job. Taken a lie detector test. Swam with dolphins. Written poetry. Read more than 20 books a year. (more than 60 ^_^) Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Used a coloring book over age 12. Had surgery. Had stitches. Taken a taxi. Had more than 5 online conversations going at once. Had a hamster. Dyed your hair. Had something pierced. Gotten straight A’s. Been handcuffed.
My hair is naturally the colour:
Mousy Brown Light brown Medium brown Dark brown – golden in the sun Blonde Black Dirty blond Strawberry blond Multicoloured Red
My eyes are: Brown Dark Brown Blue Green Hazel Lol they change all the time Blue/green Gray
People sometimes label me as: Slut Boyish Colorful Ugly Nerd Sweet Stuck up – because I don’t care what they think of me. Other
Some of my biggest fears are: Spiders/other insects Slimy things (Jellyfish!!!) Dying Doctor/Dentist appointments Hospitals Needles Disease Being alone in the dark Heights Small spaces Oceans/large bodies of water Large animals Small animals Open spaces Lightning Failure Thunder Tornadoes Clustered holes Bodily fluids Corpses
I have: A friend with benefits A laptop in my room A television in my room Good grades My own car Parents who are still married A dog A cat A game console